Rant!

Hello world!

So today I just feel like venting and ranting. Could it be because it's "that" time? Yeah possibly haha
So anyways, my boyfriend is out of town in Pittsburgh right now for his academic quizbowl team that he's on for his department. I took him very early to the airport yesterday and he will be back Tuesday afternoon. I hate when he leaves because I get so lonely and so bored because I really don't have many friends up here. And the ones I do have are like only my friends when Austin's here. (Austin=boyfriend) I met most of them through him since I'm a year behind all of them and when I came up here and reconnected with Austin (long story, no time) I met all his friends and became a part of the group. Unfortunately, it's not so happy-go-lucky. Practically none of them have my number and they never ask for it, so when there's a party or they wanna go play vball, I have to get my invite through Austin or I get no invite at all. Most of the time I'm just a +1 anyways; like Austin gets invited and then he invites me to come. So when he leaves, if I'm not working, I'm just sitting in my room watching tv shows or movies on the computer or doing homework or cleaning or just doing random things to pass the time while I wait for him to come home. This weekend, thankfully, I have work last night and tonight and then tomorrow I am going application whoring and job hunting and then taking a Zumba class tomorrow late afternooon/early evening.

I guess I just kinda wish my friends were up here with me :( I have barely gotten to see them this summer and when I do go home I still feel like I never see them because schedules don't match up or they're on vacation or something. And I totally understand what it's like to have a busy schedule or not be able to do things, but I guess it's still just as disappointing. I guess I'm a little bummed too because no one came to visit me this summer :( I'm the kind of person who if we say "hey let's do this or that or go here" I'll follow through on the plans because that's just who I am; I'm a people-pleaser. It's just hard knowing that I would do something for someone and it doesn't happen for me :/ But like I said before, I guess it's just hard with schedules.

Only 2 more weeks of school though! I can't even believe how fast it's gone by! This second half of the summer though, I have totally slacked off. I guess it's just me being for fried from school and just not wanting to do anything. Plus the new class I have, I hate and the new teacher I have for Spanish, I now hate. It's just a lose/lose here.

I have to move out of my sub-lease by next Saturday and stay with Austin for a week. I am dreading have to pack up all my stuff again and then condense it into his living room and then try to live like that for a week and then pack up stuff and go home for 10 days and then come right back and move it all into a new apartment! UGH! But on the brightside, me and my roommate Andrea are living right above Austin :) Things will be sooooo convenient.

Well, I need to go finish laundry and get ready for work! Byess!

Sincerely,
Shannon